

For the record, it DOESN'T work.
The weather this weekend is supposed to be very nice; mid-80s Friday and Saturday! This means we will get to enjoy another weekend of yard work. This time, the backyard will get all of our attention.
I will have to take "current" pictures this weekend after we cut the grass and get it all cleaned up.
The day after it happened, I remember telling mom that I was sorry...I told her it was my fault because I had yelled at him for pulling my hair the day before. I was in first grade at the time and all of my classmates made me cards and mailed them in a big envelope to my house. I was nervous about going back to school because I didn't want everyone to ask me questions. After the funeral, I tied a key that I found (which I considered a house key) to a balloon and set it free...I remember thinking it would make it all the way to him in case he ever wanted to come home. The balloon got stuck in a tree.
18 years later, it's still difficult to think about. My mom and I both carry a lot of guilt about it; feeling bad for not waking up. The doctors said it was S.I.D.S. (sudden infant death syndrome). He spent a lot of time in the hospital with some form of bronchitis; a crib with a tent over it that we couldn't open. I remember mom just sitting there with him for hours.
We like to think we're the best house on the block, so we put a lot of effort into our yard.This was actually a picture from last year when we put down mulch and a border. This year, we dug it all out, pulled up all the weeds/grass, put down weed tarp and then new mulch.
Meet Madelyn!She is the beautiful daughter of my best friend, Becky. I have known Becky since 1st grade..so about 19 years. Even as a little girl, she knew she wanted to be a mother. After marrying her husband, Marcus, they began trying to get pregnant. Due to some medical problems, they had to rely on fertility drugs and had a pretty rough road. Alas, in November 2006, they gave birth and asked me to be the Godmother. Madelyn is SO smart and they have spent a l
I still imagine her being the tiny newborn baby that I held moments after she was born, but as you can tell from the pictures, she's all grown up!