In my dream, I went off to explore an old ancient law office (you're old news and you live with a lawyer..) but I left my cellphone in the car. When I returned, I had a text message from you that said "I tried to call you several times." I recall looking at my call log and finding no missed calls but I was scared to say this in fear of being accused of calling you a liar. (always the case...) I responded to your message and said that I had left my phone in my car. Then I received 8 text messages from you back to back (8 is my favorite number) that said "Amber a bitch." (perhaps a nod at your tendency for typos in text messages)
And I woke up. Angry yet also relieved. Finally a dream where we weren't happily in love. Finally a feeling that my brain is allowing me to disconnect, slowly and in tiny movements.
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A dear friend shared a song with me last night that they thought I could relate to emotionally. I loved it and I think you would too.
Sam Smith - Stay With Me
Oh, won't you stay with me?
Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me
Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look, gain some self control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt
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